"How was your summer?"

Summer is summer, no greater, nor worse then any other time of the year. 'Tis special in its own way, and truly a test as to whether or not a student can carry what he has learned during the school year into the freedom of summer; to willingly and longingly seek out understanding and growth on ones "own time(if it can even be called that)." Sadly with the lack of obligation to school people (due to my observations) tend with this lack of authority to rid their minds of yet serious thought, nor taking heed that during this time we are yet called to further ourselves. Why limit the growth of one's mind to school? and the growth of one's self in Christ to church? How was summer? Well it in itself is wonderful, as the other seasons. Now how did i spend my time during the summer? Did i use this time to better myself? Have i not wasted this glorious time given to this sinner that I am? I pray that with each moment i gave due reverence, obedience, and love to God, and that through the hours of contemplation and discussion i have in some way expanded my own bounds that i had thought myself previously to be confined to indefinitely. That i have yet mastered, or have begun the process of mastering various demons in my life. That my heart has become more apt and able to seek out the right question in humble humility looking for truth.

Now why do we act so? why do we see not in God authority enough to drive us onward ever in humble search for truth and understanding? why do we not find love in our heart enough to keep us from sin? Could it be that we ourselves fail to have a right sight of God?